So Rat never responded to that message I sent him. I mean, we’re talking to each other and doing just fine. I’m sure he read it since he randomly referenced something from it last time I was in rside. I was just kinda sad and freaking out. Guess guys just don’t find it necessary to respond to shit like that??? Whatever. Anyway, we’ve been really good. REALLY good. Great even. We’ve been having a lot of sex and talking and and hanging out with each other. I left rside this time feeling super happy. So happy that I felt like I wanted to treat Rat. I was thinking along the lines of dress up or fulfilling some sexual fantasy of his. Sexy school girl? Sexy librarian? Lingerie? All he had to do was name it! Alas… I am a fool. Anyway here’s our conversation:

Kristela: well in any case that will be fun.

Kristela: speaking of fun

Kristela: what do you say we make things interesting

Mohammed: and?

Kristela: idk. you dont have anything in mind? like any fantasies that need to be fulfilled? want me to dress as anything? no? i could just get lingerie. unless you dont care… we can just do what we already do. just thought we could shake things up, yanno?

Mohammed: haha well to be honest Id have to decline

Mohammed: or at least take it slow

Mohammed: the aforementioned stuff is things I usually attritubte to monogamous relationships

Mohammed: but its not completely out of the picture

Mohammed: its just I have a thing for an underage girl and if we started doing stuff like that

Mohammed: Id feel like I was cheating on her

Mohammed: …

Mohammed: if that makes sense

Kristela: umm

Kristela: not really

Kristela: but whatever you say.

Mohammed: ._.

Mohammed: i must sound like a freak

Kristela: haha i guess i dont understand how its cheating

Mohammed: its not 

Mohammed: technically

Mohammed: but Ive done that with my Ex

Mohammed: like fantasies and lingerie

Kristela: and?

Mohammed: so

Mohammed: to me

Mohammed: only people in a monogamous relationship do stuff like that

Mohammed: and no offense to you

Mohammed: but I have more romantic feelings for my minor than for you

Kristela: lol i know you do

Mohammed: so

Kristela: dont worry about it

Mohammed: I mean 

Mohammed: I dont mind using some toys

Mohammed: err

Mohammed: like

Mohammed: your flashlight

Kristela: -_-

Kristela: that flashlight is weak.

Kristela: so no

Mohammed: but dress up and stuff Id feel bad

Mohammed: all though

Mohammed: after all the years of port

Mohammed: porn*

Mohammed: I would like to try oral where youre on your knees

Kristela: well that i can do

Kristela: but yes. i understand enough what you feel. you see, i havent hada relationship yet… so its all just sex to me. like the dressing up and fantasies and whatever is just me trying to please my partner. you gets? i aim to please. but if you feel thats too relationship-y then thats fine. i’ll just save that for whoever else

Mohammed: haha sorrry

Mohammed: but 

Mohammed: does that mean you already have sutfF?

Kristela: define stuff?

Mohammed: lingerie?

Mohammed: ooohhhh

Mohammed: I know you dont like being on top

Mohammed: but

Mohammed: I have a thing for skirts

Mohammed: any size really

Kristela: lol umm.. ehhh… i kinda have some. but i’d buy new ones because they’re not as risque as id like them to be.

Kristela: and skirts, eh? hahah

Kristela: well you know i have a ton of them

Mohammed: saw it in a movie once

Mohammed: but its more of a …

Mohammed: donno

Mohammed: like inside secret thing?

Kristela: ??

Mohammed: Like if Im wearing pants and you were wearing askirt

Mohammed: we could go have a quickie with my fly down and up your skirt

Mohammed: ya know

Kristela: mmm gotcha

Mohammed: and if anything

Mohammed: people would come in thinking you were just sitting on my lap making out

Kristela: ohhhhhh

Kristela: ok i can picture it now

Kristela: ahah

Mohammed: uhh zactly

Kristela: lol mkayyy well… im just saying that if we were just going to go along the way we were… that wouldnt have ever happened since we only fuck once we’ve gone to bed

Mohammed: well 

Mohammed: where else?

Mohammed: I mean seriously no offense

Mohammed: you are a fantastic sex partner

Mohammed: but personally Im only more risque with a girlfrined

Mohammed: like sex at a friends place

Mohammed: or in a public bathroom

Mohammed: when its a friend with benefits Im just like

Mohammed: lazy

Mohammed: and take sex when theres no chance at interuptions

Kristela: lol i was just saying that we’re already in our jammies. ahah that was all

Kristela: though i would not mind having sex in public

Kristela: but whatever. thats fine.

Mohammed: haha I know you wouldnt

Mohammed: FREAK

Mohammed: jk

Kristela: yeah yeah

Kristela: my future boyfriend will be so lucky

Kristela: that is all. 

Kristela: ahhah

Kristela: but i wasnt trying to hint at anything. i was just saying we’re already in our pjs when we go to bed. so if you want your whole pants skirt thing its kinda got to be planned… or really spontaneous. ya gets?

Mohammed: well if we were ever alone and you were in your skirt then I would intiate

Mohammed: but Ive only seen you in a skirt once

Mohammed: and you were out with nick that day

Kristela: you… are such a liar! im ALWAYS in a skirt…

Kristela: though last time i was over i did bring shorts. but that was the first time! and i know that because these shorts are new.

Mohammed: kay

Mohammed: did Joe tell you I was gaming with a girl

Kristela: nope

Kristela: all he told me was that you dont like rompers

Mohammed: I dont

Mohammed: DONT DO IT

Kristela: BUT I LOVE ROMPERS

Kristela: I WILL WEAR THEM ALL THE TIME